Make It A Day

Begining of the End

2010-05-09T14:43:00.003+08:00

What's the purpose of hiding your feelings from the others ?

That's not the symptoms of weakness nor it's a shame !

Someone would have to break the ice one day .

'Enigma is such a beautiful word .'

- pearlyn -

"We are far more mature , we use words like ' mystery ' instead "

- Bob -

DEAR PEARLYN,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH , yes , this is a confession .

Love , huiching.

I think there's some problem with me now . I can be in a very hyperactive condition which can be turning emo within few minutes . AR! what happened to me ?!

Bob brought his ~~enigma~~ ~~sacred~~ Body Language book today and now the book is with me and I have finished reading it !! OMG, i sensed something not good .

I found that I had not been touching my computer for couple of months & I felt so left out after seeing other's blog . As if I'm lost in the jungle and being saved only after years , end up visiting a physiologist of being rejected by the trends.

Guess what ! It's was my first time buying grocery in the jusco !

I know it sounded absurd but yes , it did happen . : D

I went with my brother , we took everything that seemed to interest us . Then I text Pearlyn that I'm going to cook her the most delicious ever spaghetti .

* she had used to be listening to my omg-my-spaghetti-is-the-most-delicious-food-in-the-world*

Oh , since mother's day is around the corner , dad came back with a gorgeous cake . How Sweet ~

Hui Fun , who just went back from Time Square secretly showed me the present she bought

I said to myself , ' I have to do something ! '

So , I made a card , geez

As I wish

2010-02-02T15:28:00.000+08:00

I thought it's around 5pm now but looked at the phone ,

still 3something!

Finally I get to buy my new contact lens , it's so suffering wearing spec

Tug-of-war today , I'm not sure about the 400m

Still wondering what time should I go tomorrow ..

When it comes to an end

2010-02-02T14:29:00.000+08:00

Okay , I'm thinking of abandoning this blog and start another one ,

ANOTHER PRIVATE ONE

I'm ~~serious~~ just suggesting

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star

2009-11-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

Sunday Sundae ~
I feel like not going 1u with pui mun but since she forced me , I have to go
Ermm , I made some mistakes - I 'm the one forcing mun to go and she wanted it on next Tue
Since my lens was going to expired , I forced her to choose this week instead of next week .

Guess what , we saw Wee the Sheng ~!
But we're too shocked that we walked pass without greeting
That's sooooo stupid !
Followed by Jia Lin and then Racheal
Jia Lin was with her family and her cousins
( I saw it on her profile , yes , there's her cousins , not only family )
For Racheal , she 's searching for Jia Lin
Sounded like those hide and seek :o

Ohh , since New Year is coming soon ,
Happy New Year !!
I insisted to buy some clothes and I did
We went in F21 , Padini and F.O.S each for three times
I felt so proud for managing to persuade Mun to buy a Tshirt at F.O.S
Since I dont want to buy Tshirt , I made a promise that I wont leave without buying something
forced myself to buy something at F21 and guess what ?!
I found a looked-so-ugly , but wear-so-nice shirt :D

What a day .

I can see butterfly in your eye

2009-11-29T23:55:00.001+08:00

Okay , I'm not at home now .
My cousins is having her 21st birthday party at her house tonight
and finally , I have finished watching the movie !
Of course book 's nicer

And I was about to bath at 3 pm , someone phoned me :0
asked me to accompany her to Sg Wang
I dont really like that place
I had only 1 hour to get prepared~!
and I hadn't bath yet ~!!! ; O
But do you know something ?
It's enough for me : D

Ohh , we're there to support [ V ]
sounded weird right ?
It's cause of some reason - no one was busy to go support them , instead of make them disappointed , she had to go .
She was their best friends :D
I mean, among the boys.

After the performance , they went in the stage behind for a visit inside
It's really uncomfortable since I'm not that close to them
So I waited them outside

On the way to our car , we passed by the place where the promotion of maxis
Then someone slabbed my shoulder

People , I hate being slabbed on shoulder

I know him but forgot his name x.x

---He's promoting the pendrive thingy to her ---

Then he was like : NVM , phoned me after you had decided to buy
he wrote down his phone num
& asked me whether I know his name
he thought I know
Aww , sorry k ?

OOoopss , I just realised something - xiao yee is the girl's sister !
Yea ,it did shock me .

Night Peep:
Straight away heading to cousins house
and did what should be done during party

You hurt Me

2009-11-25T23:07:00.010+08:00

Yesterday followed my cousins to mines
Since there's a bookfair , stopped there and wandered around
I 'm not interested in chinese books though

but it's clearly to be seen that there'll be no eng books on sale .
Hey , guess what , I saw a MPH stall selling all the eng books when I was going to leave

Since I'm too excited , I bought New Moon .
Ar , new moon new moon !
Aww , It'll be shown start from tomorrow
But I couldn't make my time and enjoy it .
Sorry to say that I was too busy to watch it

ooppss

We went for some shopping after that

Then it came to night time when liing's msg shocked me
They were bbq-ing at keat's house!
Damnit, how wouldn't anyone let me know before that ?!
It's hard to arrange for transport in such rush situation .

Liing, you know how sad I am when received your msg ? although you did tell me abt that
followed by shuang's msg , I dint reply her but yes , I'm going .
Ohh I just finished half of the book by now and it's hard for me to finished reading even one book
I'm soo soo proud of myself .

*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*

I found that my facebook acc had been dying for months
And I 'm going to put something in it .
So I'm not going to upload pics for today here , maybe other day
I wouldn't swear to it

Ohh , just now when I was having my family time enjoying steamboat at dpc ,
I saw yu-chuen .
The bastard .
I hope I dint type his name wrongly
He had grown up much taller than last time
which is two years ago ,

everyone should have grown taller and matured in the two-years time

I was the last one to know about it

2009-11-22T21:19:00.003+08:00

Oopss, I almost forget that I have a blog ! :0
I'm just kidding .

I received a msg few days ago
I was like : seriously , are they ?
Then I go and confirmed it from ling
and she told me everything
well , accept the truth .
Never mind , as long as I have another truthful one :D

Your silhouette against the midnight sky

2009-11-11T20:11:00.000+08:00

SaiMun said something that really make me wanna knock against the wall
I have thought of that problem before that ok ?
but I knew it would be weird if I did that
What would they thought ?
We're quite serious about these thing although we din't mention it out
but you spoke it out !
GAH!
It's just that the starting problem
See , now I have been emo of this reason .

P , you just wait and see .

That's where it began

2009-11-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

Damnit I was forced to go to school today
Ohh Pearl' brought her rubber thingy and actually we did something nonsense
I found Shanon's dolphin too !
Aww , Shanon I miss you so much
Interclass again , I have no place to go but Sport Complex
Arghh!
I knew they're phoning you that time
then I was like "wtf ?! "
sorry la weih
I need freedom.

Guess where am I now
There was a blackout just now~! :O
but I wasn't using the comp
It's my cousins . She was staring at the screen and suddenly ...
* everyone can imagine what's happening*
Then of course I was shocked at first but then when I looked at her ,
she 's still remaining the same position as she did just now - still staring at the scene .
Sooner , I can hear someone crying in another room
and other else laughing for no points . 0.o

It's Jordan 's birthday today !
Well . Fine .

Happy Halloween !

2009-10-31T22:27:00.005+08:00

Today I've been spending 8 hours on cousins's house
8 hours~!!
I stayed there from 1pm to 9pm, doing nothing .
Actually we did .
Listen , is "we"
but just some of us included ,
the rest will have to continue tomorrow
or maybe Monday and Tuesday
I know u guys have no idea of what I am talking about but as long as I know .
It's more than enough .
Tomorrow will be a veryyy cruel day for me .
Bless me!

Since it's Halloween today , Hey , It's Halloween !
OHH HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!
( Wake up HuiChing , It left two more hours for Halloween .
I know I'm a kind of retarded , who cares ? that's the life
*you have not completed your sentences my dear )
it remind me of Robert Pattinson !
Aww, he 's so cute !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTRNSK0_NKI&feature=related
( it's a kind of old video but that's my fav one)
And , he just created a twitter account lately
Feel so in love viewing the comment inside .

p/s : there wont be any pics for the following days i guess .
I'm not going to take my phone everywhere I go
Radioactive! I'm just too young to die :D

You're a little more than
what I called awesome

: O

2009-10-30T21:51:00.002+08:00

Damnit i'm now suffering from flu and a very very veeerrryyy seriouss sorethroat :O
But yet , I'm still alive . so , grin to me :D
I just knew that they digested frog this thursday! How come i dint know anything at all !?
Ohhyea , i think Pearlyn did tell me ,
but u know what she texted me ?
2mr is such an important day !
-.- argghh~!
why cant you just say
" Ohh we will be get to see frog tomorrow .
Frog ! It's frog! Do you know how frog looks like ??!!"
That would make me to attend
I thought she was saying how anxiety she was of getting the add math paper
I'm like a pig for these few days .
Wake up , breakfast(ohh i can wake up so early that I dont need people call me :D ) , have medicine , watch tv , sleep again , dinner .
But , Hey ! I did pass by school after school on Thursday
Haha Aaron looks noob in that red bag! Ooppss

2009-10-09T19:20:00.002+08:00

I know it's an old song , but who care ?

that's not my name ~that's not my name .

Random Evening

2009-10-09T17:38:00.008+08:00

Hey people ~!
One more week to FYE :O
I just went school on Tue and Thurs
Hahax, I wanted to attend today but since my brother's sick , aww
I cant imagine how my books would be now
Cause I left the whole stack on other's table , arghh!
nevermind~ let it be :D

Stopped at Joyce's blog just now and found this thingy :

Arghh~!! whatheck!

Your personal power animal is the Kunekune Pig
Your 'Numerology' number is 6. If it wasn't bulls**t, it would mean that you are responsible, careful, and compassionate. A giver, you are there to support and care for the most vulnerable.
According to the US Census Bureau°, fewer than 0.001% of US residents have the first name 'Tan' and fewer than 0.001% have the surname 'Hui-ching'. The US has around 300 million residents, so we guesstimate there is only 1 American who goes by the name Tan Hui Ching.

OOpss .. someone is outside my house now :o
What , my relative k ? She comes with my aunty , her mum . : D
Er, I dont really close to her .
I was almost forget that today's school day since I

asked her why is she wearing school uniform
Her dog is so cute ~!!
but it fell accidentally while I'm hugging it , oopss
AND hey , you know what ?
this is the first time I met her *not my fault*and know which her class are .
Stephanie , your friend comes to my house~!!

2009-10-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

Since I have nothing to do *

This is what we called Fate

2009-10-04T01:25:00.004+08:00

Happy Mooncake festival~!!

Started my day with piano lesson
Then , I had promised someone to go and gaze at him during physics tuition
Eh , you know what ?
I din't even see the post you send me and I did go . As you said , yeshh , I miss you so muchhh .
No wonder you smiled like a noob at me
Ohh yea , I just arrived earlier 2 seconds than you
Haha , bitch~!

On the way back , mum asked : Ehh , wanna go grandma's hse ?
ME : When ?
Mum : now .

Then we phoned dad and he said he was at few miles away from house .
Okay , we both don't know the way

Ehhey ! , where's my phone ?
I have used to leave my phone in my drawer
Feel so free without taking my phone
At least I don't have to check whether there's any missed calls or msg

My cousins are going to Klang at night time
but we're not going .
Halfway eating , dad ask : wanna join them ? * coz they just go off only *
Us : Zzz , whatever
Again , we finished it quickly and rushed , rushed , rushed . To catch up with them
Oh , I have managed to take along my Oreo
:0
hoho , don't eat too much Oreo if not you will be like this > :O
Weih , close your mouth .

Look at the time now , I have not bath yet :O
Hui Ching , stop eating too much Oreo

BBQ

2009-10-02T23:59:00.000+08:00

Having BBQ the day before mooncake festival
I was like covering my eye everytime go near the fire
Argh ~! how can i forget to put my lens off

sorry no cure

2009-10-02T17:24:00.008+08:00

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry

I just want to make it clear

I cant stand it anymore

The Jordan in 021009

2009-10-02T17:16:00.015+08:00

I'm regretting now , regretting like hell .
If it could be better enough , the ending would not be like that .
I hate myself . No , I just hate my lackadaisical .

And
Hey!
Jordan 's absent today
and i sat on his seat almost for the whole day and
It was like ...
Grasshopper-man , dont you know I'm your "dear" ?
"Hui Ching , you're random"
How dare you say it!!
whatheck , you're random than me ok ?
Keep on saying I'm random , arghh~!!
yea, Aaron , you're right . I should have whacked him just now .

GRASSHOPPER

I dont wanna make the same mistakes I did

STADT

2009-10-01T17:16:00.000+08:00

The food here is extremely..
yucks~!
I dont know others but I dont like it

2009-09-25T22:54:00.007+08:00

Do I look as if i'm putting eye liner ??
Nah , I'm not !

A Brief Greet

2009-09-05T22:54:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHI MUN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUU~

*Celebrate outside

Crap

2009-08-27T22:54:00.005+08:00

suddenly think of this*

I cant think of anything else except for webcaming with my babes
Okay , it's so stupid of us .
Yep , I knew I started it first =)

my first prey , Ms Young Pui Mun

that's when i'm answering the phone

Sec prey, Ms xuxu Liinng

I'm wasting mum's money

2009-08-26T22:53:00.009+08:00

Having Add Math tuition again , Argghh
I have to attend add.m on every Monday & Wednesday .
Somemore , every lessons takes my 1.30 hours .
Hence, 2 days = 1.30 + 1.30
= 3.00
= 3 HOURS~!!

See , my math is so good that I cant stand my proness .. ooopss .
I CAN COUNT ! I CAN COUNT ! I DONT THINK I CAN COUNT SUCH DIFFICULT QUESTION ! ( excuse me )

We did random stuff today .
Who Will Win asked me about my chinese name and , i showed her .
I feel so proud everytime showing my name to others . ; D
Then , my exercise book become like ...

that :

I can see the brightness among the darkness

2009-08-23T18:57:00.002+08:00

I feel so left out nowadays .
Not by "that" , but " thaatt"
Actually both also make me feel like being left out .

What's a friend ?
A friend is someone

that when you can share your secret thing with . Not even with your sister or brother .
A friend is someone

that when you do a little sign to them ,

like your-own body language that you create yourself ,

he/she can still understand whatheck are you thinking .
A friend is someone

that you dont have to talk with them in order to tell them something . Just some eye contacts are enough to communicate .

A friend is someone

that when you talk crap with them although you have no idea what're you talking about , they will join the topic with the other crap without understanding it .

( I think of Pui Mun )

Haha, I know I always talk crap to you .

I cant find any footprint of them ,

Most of the time.

Ahleiyeluya~

Consummate Liar

2009-08-19T18:38:00.001+08:00

Somehow will you accidentally noticed that someone is staring stupidly at you

Or even smiling retardedly at you ?

Ahah~! I realised that I've really so into the thumb-up pose

She knows why~

SpeechLess

2009-07-16T23:11:00.002+08:00

WHAT'S THE POINT DOING THAT??
I DOUBT IF THAT WAS THAT YOU WANTED .

IS BREAKING THE ICE SEEMS SO HARD FOR YOU .

I DONT KNOW EITHER .

I don't know what's happening and neither do I want to know.

I do hope that they're just pranking me instead of telling me the truth

What's these for ? It's just nothing . YEA, NOTHING .

I think I'm mean,

just,

to you

Teenage illusion

2009-07-09T20:49:00.004+08:00

It's July now~!!!

i miss those days on paramount championship ..

of course, it let me think of my class band~!!

4 DICKENS you're rock~!!

I have gone peeping them( it's not peep as well , yoke Yin & me are sitting on the chair with the light on in the hall . Plus , there is no one left in the hall) practising the day before the competition. I LOVE MY CLASS , SO MUCH.

Well, Cheer09' had finished & sadly, i cant make myself attending on the final. I still remembered last year when I noticed that the stunner boys team got no.3 , I was like ' wow" . cause there's only few boy teams taking part in cheer . But the fate bring me to be a member of ( of course not in cheer , I'm not flexible enough) SRIKDU. Ahah~!

I JUST LOVE WATCHING CHEER.

8TH OF JULY - Our beloved Miss Hoooo's birthday!!

I love the moment when some of us are to face to the wall & showing our back to the camera~

Cheeezz! smile !.....to the wall. That's what Gan said . XD

Plus, Standing between Jeff and Gan made me looks even shorter~!!

Gosshh , it's not my problem~ it's the problem of the guys .

PUBERTY!!

I WANNA IMPROVE THE FLUENCY IN MY SPEAKING!! DAMNIT!

Right now my instinct told me something bad is going to happen soon.

When you start concerning bout someone

2009-06-29T20:21:00.005+08:00

Today is what I called "the day with enough sleeping"
This is the first time I don't feel like

" give me 5 more minutes or half an hours"
Argghhh~ what a good day !

I think I'm not going to Cheer 09' this Sunday .
Sorry Munkuen, but i would not swear to it.

Maybe I will come ? BUT most probably not.
Hmm.. I think it will be too late after I made up my mind .

Arghhh~!!! What to do ??

I have no idea !! GO or NOT?
It's all because that I feel like betraying my school STUNNER & go supporting other school .

i finally know who the 'Roma" is.

Ahah~!

During sometimes , I feel uncomforted when passing by a group .

Of course , everything that happened had its own reasons .

Btw, I'm not going to explain it.

The " Roma" finally come and introduced that he IS the "ROMA".

That was when after school , about 4 something.

That was a vile weather , I was freaking hot and even my cheek turned red .

& he came and talked such funny things , of course I was taken aback.
Vile weather , vile mood ,wild people~
It's really a BIG surprise . I dont know it's you . = = ha.ha.

Feel like not going school tomorrow .

But I have to .

not because of my weird friends .

Not because of someone .

Not because of the class party .

But of the class t-shirt .

Johann, you better swore to me that

you will get the shirts by tomorrow or else I will... fine. ~

Right now, it's 9.04pm & I'm still wearing my lens~!!! shit . = =

1 is such a nice number

2009-06-28T00:04:00.009+08:00

There 's a cutie sitting beside me while i'm waiting someone to fetch me back .

I keep staring her all the time .

I can be a good stalker sometime~

She just looks alike with me when i was young~!!!!

Finally after years , my mum came n saw the cutie ,

& she asked me to captured some pic with the cutie .

Argghhhh, I waved at her when i'm going to leave .

She responsed to me & waved unexpectedly

i thought she would not think that she will wave back to me though .

As while her hand 's weaving in the air ,

she hesitated for a while n quickly put back her hand~

awwww, so cute~!!

Somewhere overthe rainbow ,

I could see the rain pouring ,

like what people used to be when watering plants ,

or just like the time when the milk is being poured into a bowl

just in front of me . We 're 1 inch from the rainy road . What is all this ? @@

AHah~ yet, my bro asked me to teach him math . I'm so proud in teaching those little kids anything . yea, ANYTHING!

Pui Mun get the 1st place in the class
Zzzz

OUT OF PREDICTION

2009-06-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

MICHAEL JACKSON DIED

IT WAS SO SUDDEN

It's what i heard when i stepped into the school

Everyone was talking bout it

awww, i'm not his fan , anyway.

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I don't believe that you are the second one , after me.

I still remember you are the one I asking for opinion that day , even liing wasn't there .

May all the best to you .

you won't know it

nobody know it

x still concern bout you

yea. it's true

Abide

2009-06-20T14:28:00.003+08:00

I always hope that I've really over you

Now, I think I've success it .

Everything change so fast .

Feel like yelling to the sea,

abide myself from regreting

Singapore trip

2009-06-17T22:42:00.017+08:00

HEY people~I'm BACCCKKKK~!!
I hate blogging nowadays..OOPPSS

Just briefly post about those days. There's more in my facebook . (=

It's when my birthday is :

*morning*

*night*

I just dropped my phone accidentally on the road & its beauty had faded away~~ awww.

It was in the morning *

During night time , I dropped my camera again & it...damnit !

That's the L I F E

2009-06-06T00:15:00.003+08:00

"you try change this part of yourself =)
just try, might be a good change =)
try try try try tryyyyyy
k? =)
yeah SOMETIMES
but when you call yourself MOODY your easily affected in your mood
but mostly when ppl say MOODy they are more EMO than HAPPY
==
just like how you are most of the time o.o
try be happy and have fun more of the time =) "

Thanks for giving me such a good "counsel"

you can think of being a counsellor if you cant get a job next time

trust me ~ Mr.Mish!

sorry for the illegal posting of your "golden" advice

Society

2009-06-05T21:24:00.007+08:00

I slept at 2am this morning & woke up at about 9am

To go to Gleneagles with dad and mum .
Stayed there until 6 something in the evening
Freaking sleepy on the way home .

too bored

- Parents won't be home for these few days

Shut up & Be a DumB

2009-06-03T22:08:00.012+08:00

"PICTURES SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS"

* I'm not going to write any thing on this post (= *

- My plans spoiled

2009-06-02T23:24:00.001+08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

JUNE 1

2009-06-01T23:00:00.002+08:00

I dont know what's the point for you to go there

I feel like asking
but your answer is not important to me ..anymore.

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Addicted to : no boundaries , by Adam LAmbert

but not Kris Alien*

Ahaha~ you know why he called Alien

Heart his high pitch ~

Ching:"Why do u guys love to put those hot girls as display pic on msn ?"

Soon:"Then why r u girls like to put self pic ?"

Ching:" cause we are perasan."

Grr~feel like slapping you

I'm saying myself .

I din't realise that girls like to put self picture before that

Arggh~! Stupid!

I stared at my d.picture ..... & change it.

Hah~! cause you know why~

Bye MAY

2009-05-31T23:59:00.002+08:00

My last day of MAY start with:

I was awaken * just for a moment* at about 10 o'clock
It was my first sight on this day
" woow , so pretty ~ "
I captured it and continue sleeping.
><

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I ♥ my piggy nose!

BUBBLE~

Again..my PIGGY NOSE!

Oopss , it rained while I'm reached my home

A very sad rain*for me*

THE NERD (=

*BUSY WITH HIS HAIR*

OOPSS..HE NOTICED SOMEONE WAS CAPTURING HIM

-Night Time -

The childish one joined us out

~SHA BU SHA BU~

Wave for the MAY

& GRIN FOR ITS LEAVING

Good for ME (=

2009-05-30T22:59:00.013+08:00

Arrghh~

I had made a BIIGGG mistake !!

I thought that thay guy is my brother's friend ..
I was soooo happy that I show off to him:
"Eh, I knew your friend now , that Danish ."
but he came with ..
" that's not my friend , he 's just red hse march captain , == my friend 's Dennis , not Danish . & that guy is the same form with you ."
I can see bird flying over me .

Ignore it . DUHH~

Ohh, Miss Ching was then going out for SUPPER~!!!

Sorry, if you think that i have the fear of gaining weight,

then you're wrong.

It'd been months for me not weighing myself ,

so ...

I ' ll only worry bout it

after the day I stand on the weighing machine .

(= Ahaha~

The Nerd

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I'm not sure whether I can go or not .Arghhh~!!

B L U E

2009-05-29T21:48:00.004+08:00

Once again, i wept .

During chemistry lessons , shya told me that pui mun n the girls have done me something .

I din't care bout it & i thought that it was nothing .

Pui Mun asked me to see her after the lessons .

She showed me a paper folded in heart-shaped .

There is written : Liing ♥ Ching

I can guess what's the content inside .

There's 13 little notes inside & as I was told , liing wept while she's writing the last note.

"on 3rd Jan 2008 , she came to SMKB but she left mii on Dec 2008!"

she = me .

mii = her.

Honestly , I wasn't touched cause I know her attitude .

She used to treat me like ... wife ? yea..wife.

I stunned while Pui Mun showing me a laminate paper .

Just then , I wept unexpectedly .

It was the terrible wept since the beginning of this year .

I wept a lot this year, for different reasons .

While receiving the "card" , I was like : " Why are you guys doing this ? "

It was my birthday greet ..*although my birthday was on 14 June, quite early huh.*

There are 42 greetings inside . ^^ sorry but i was too touched that counted one by one.

This time , my instinct wasn't correct .

D R A F T

2009-05-28T12:25:00.007+08:00

Ahaha!!

MYE is over~lets yell like crazy~!!

woots~!

* stop that sarcasm ==*

This is the draft that i typed half way on wednesday.

It's been years when i come to a new post . >< *mumbling..not again*

but sorry, i'm not really in mood.

-WED-

I saw my "friend" - Eric Michael today , just after the school .
I can easily recognised him by his height & his body shape . Oopss..biscuit tree~

My instinct had become accurate and more accurate lately .
I can predict his coming on this time . Ahaha~

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Pui Mun tell me that liing put my name on their class notice board .

I'm so touched that feel like hugging her in that time .

I love my liing

& the quiet but nonsense one - pui mun . Ahaha~

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-THURS -

I'm having EST paper today , I cant wear my cutie sandals to school . I know my mum will mumble for the whole day. I meant it, she did .

9.15am - home coming~!!

I'm having guitar lessons after this & I have to practise my skill . My plucking skill is terrible .. ><

-NIGHT TIME -

Start my "daily routine" after coming back from account tuition at 10pm.

* I'm not free every afternoon or even evening*.I always "start" my day in the night..wth.

09.05

2009-05-09T22:06:00.002+08:00

NEVER HAD A DREAM COME TRUE

HOWEVER,I DO WISH MY DREAM COME TRUE

My Little Cutie Classmate

2009-05-04T20:38:00.010+08:00

It's Monday again~!!woohoo
It's the day i like the most ... cause it's the day when i was born,
to this little planet~ >< IGNORE ME ..I HAVE BEEN GONE MAD
I realized that i laugh a lot in this day..but I cant remember what am I laughing for the whole day..
Well i'm here to introducing my classmate~ PEARLYN!!
hahx..sound funny to introcing someone that i've known for about...5 months.Duhh,it's not too late right? yea..agree with me pls~ xx

It's her~!!

The pic looks like her right?

No,it's the same~!!It's her as well~

I think I can be still alive after this post have been posting out, but I won't swear to it =X

I've been burst out laughing while see it.

IT'S NORMAL FOR ME, THE SHY GIRL TO FIND IT HARD TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE SOMETIME~ YEA..EVERYONE KNOWS MY LEVEL OF SPEAKING ><

BUT NOW IT'S QUITE OK ALREADY~

hahx~think of our class contact : rule no.8

Talk to Sik Huei~!! @ @

went tuition straight away*
and found that I brought wrong book ><

Teacher HuiChing
I was late to there & I was sitting at the back.
After about 10 minutes sitting there ...

Ehh what subject are we having now? Add math or Modern Math?* i was asking my friend*
... *my friend didn't hear me*
Modern Math.
Are these the works for Add Math?*Ask my friend again and I didn't hear him*
HuiChing we are having Modern Math now.

= = I was talking in an ant-voice
but he could hear me.wth~

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Looking at the sky ,

and watching the clouds is the most common thing i will ever do everyday

As usual,I capture those picture down ..

which the time people thinking that i'm mad because of my attitude.

1.5.09

2009-05-02T17:19:00.008+08:00

woots~!!

it's labour day! I have been waiting for this day weeks ago..

it came !! So, what's my plan today? "drum rolls"

One U~!! *tata* = = duhh~

Other than 1u, I cant think of other places that are waiting for my coming.

Going there..watching movie is the only choice.

AND for me, watching movie especially at the cinema is only for those who are bored,just in case they cant control themselves from knocking or scretching the wall at home.

Shopping is another torture for me . * Actually it depends , if buying clothes then it's different*

unfortunately, i'm not buying clothes.

I'm just interested in drinking ~!!! ><>

So,if u cant get my attention , try swinging ice-cream in front of me .. It does help !!

went with my siblings

that is shi ying followed by ...ME!!

Finally..I knew the truth

2009-04-29T22:23:00.007+08:00

Is it worth doing such thing for me?

No, it is not.

Having been keeping secrets for different people..

4? 5? or 6? I also cant remember it.

& each of the secrets I have kept till now..

Not telling anyone. Not any of it .

Hahs~! Am I a good listener?

I dont think so actually.

I thought of it..

I decided on it ..

& it's not in what I am thinking .

if you were not come to me just now..

I wont be able to know it until someday..

which i'll be feeling more guilty .

Thanks anyway .

p/s: it's not my style for being emo all the time..

it's just one ways to let me calm down and think properly.

s m i l e 's fault

2009-04-19T18:00:00.008+08:00

I tried

but

realised that

I cant

You are correct,

as time flew

i'm juz nothing..

nothing...

It was just a fake!

Let those incidents end here

I dont want to continue anymore

Not Anymore

Archu.....Leta !! *

2009-04-09T17:01:00.018+08:00

David David David!!!!

Yes.David Archuleta is coming!!!

Archu...Leta!!!

Whole of us are waiting for him since the school start.Not even that,"they", but not me ,have already start preparing for few days ago.

Well, the others keep on creating the fake by shouting "david david!!" in the morning and we, stupid fella followed them running out only to find that :we have been running out for no point.= = then went back class again ..eeuuw!

He came at 2.00 pm ,follow by the hitz fm dj.

GOTCHa~

He came!!!

*JJ is even taller than him!

haiz.. come so rush , go also need to rush
cant even capture your pic clearly..

*there is no enough time to post other video..will be update later soon*

14 March ...

2009-03-14T21:39:00.020+08:00

Wake up at 5.30 am and it is tiring !!

Yesterday I just accompany fun fun to do her polyxx thing until midnight.GOSSHH I leave her alone the half way and went bed. I'm getting nervous and nervous because i did not get the pass to enter it.I feel that i'm stupid to wear that shirt .. Go there just to stand under the sun .. Sound weird rite?

At the time we are going to field, i saw him. Standing at the back ..he is the only one who didn't realize me..i think so. and yet, all the people have changed and the situation too.Foyer, Block F ,and they start planting plant too. Change.. I don't like this word to be included in my dictionary. NOT!

Start from who I have met today,

YONG XIN - she have been joining " xue ji" and busy for the report for the whole day.

Yong Sheng - the second one , when he saw me his reaction is quite cute lar hahx.

Well most of the f4 guys in scout now have become senior . Saw soon and yong sheng surveying around the field just now..and found that they are all become more mature , more serious in doing things . Not like last year.Feel like crying while seeing them. They have grown up.

Besides, while hanging at the canteen , saw weng leng and reuben .. they didn't notice me = = even thought i have past by them for about 3 times. sigghh.However , after a while aa leng had sms me ..n asked for my position. he meant it . I can see " media sementara" on his shirt . I don't even know what is that before he told me. Not again...he is trying to be librarian. cant believe that!

To waste the time gone , me and Pui mun had bought food for about three time. we bought drink 1st and realised that too fast to finish it. Then we go bought fruits . Whike we are going to leave, we bought again.I keep on asking Pui mun whether melon will dark or not if i ate slowly,but she answered " won't" . Then i asked Reuben again..he gave the same answer . LOL. Now i see. BUT while Pui mun couldn't pay her patient anymore and asked me to eat it fast, my melon dropped.DROPPPED! There is half..I still can spend 10 minutes on it!! Plus , june..reuben leave day .. my buffday also. I'm at sg in june..while he is going back to London and stay there forever? i'm not sure.

Liing - busy for the krs marching and qm thingy ... and they girls are busy cheering for their house.Goshh~!

Most of them are in QM now.. they must have a very good relationship with each other.I din see swing n jwen today MISS THEM!.

Phew~ I found that higher they climb , farther our distance .

March 10

2009-03-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

Tuesday Tuesday!

I have joined tennis as my CCA game today.

Ermm...I'm full of horror and excitement now ==

1st : I don't even know how to play tennis ><

2nd : that racquet is heavy!!! arrghh~

and yet..

I finally found that book : sand glass 3 * last episode

Have not started reading it so i have no idea of it ...

Nice ? or opposite ? don't know ...

I have heard from my friends that there are 4 or 5 new students transfered to my x-school

Ermm. at first i'm feeling a bit depressed

I don't know why i will have those feelings.@ @

God Bless~

Luckily , it doesn't affect things that i have been worried about

Night time~

eat lo bak gou*

I want to buy red bean soup at 1st ..

but there is no soup today..so Lo Bak Gou is the only choice..^^

March 9

2009-03-09T21:40:00.011+08:00

HOLIDAY AGAIN~!!

hahax..because of nothing to do , we go cinema

and at there i see lam chee weng ..wif his comrades><

kinda weird to see them there

Plus the movie that we watch : kung fu chef is not nice at all

EXCESSIVELY BORING!!!

When i go back home , my auntie give me some tiny cakes

OMG IT'S CUTE!!!

hohoho~

errr..smile?

Finish reading that book : sand glass

What i can say is >> Freaking Nice!!!!

but i realized that it has 3 episode and i have just only read episode 1

GOSHH!!!

hope i can find out the other 2 episode at the library tomorrow

Bless me ~ a men~

it is a veryy sad story ...

a story between friendship and love

But it is more to friendship laa~= =

Leave huh. ~.~

Ohh haha it came out with a movie also ^^

i'm hoping

2009-03-07T17:38:00.003+08:00

The thing that i have been worried about finally came..

Hoping that everything will be all right now

Aiks , just let the GOD decide and led us..

意想不到的事情往往都在这个世界上发生

相信奇迹

believe the miracles^^

Sand Glass

2009-03-06T12:01:00.012+08:00

Yesterday went library and borrowed a book named Sand Glass

The reason that i would borrow it as of its cover

It's hard to find such a book with those cover..

and i realizes that there are many pictures inside

but my friends said it was 'lala' as well

it is a story between three friends

I have not finished read it yet

but i think it is something related to lestbian

P/S : I'M NORMAL KAY?

8.05pm*

I should know you earlier so that

you can give me the advise that you told me juz now

yea. everything will be change by then.

but i know > USELESS!!

SuN

2009-03-01T15:49:00.005+08:00

Today go and view friend's blog again..
It's have been years din't view their blog..

Most of them almost updated their blog everyday..

there is many thing changed in this two months.
Each of them are having their own stylish life

different people , different life

I came to a stupid answer just now

Am i still exist in their mind?

or i'm just a stranger that passby and won't be remember by anyone?

Hmm..maybe i think too much

come back come back~

anyway, i heart my life now (=

let me know pls**

27 Feb TWO GUYS IN A DAY

2009-02-28T14:32:00.006+08:00

Well it is friday again
There is something happened on two guys

one of them keep on emo-ing lately

mayb he is suffering from those crush problem ..

i have never seen him in that situation

pheww bless him

another sial one acts quite different today

hyperactive plus crazy

don't know what thing made him so high

first time saw him in that way = =

they are like just changing the soul ><

and i just knew that i was born on Monday.

I always forget to check on my birthday, now i know it (=

realized that i love to capture pic especially in the evening

24 FEB

2009-02-25T21:48:00.012+08:00

Well, I'm too busy yesterday until i postponed my blog posted.

Although i din't go to school yesterday , i have to go cheras to get the medicine .
Euww, and i was busy capturing pictures along the journey like crazy.
Even the uncle aunty beside me ( in another car) keep staring at me and wondering where did i come from.

artistic laa

When back and go tuition again ..
Gosshh my life pass like this . TT
I have two tuition today, and it was 10.00pm when i reached home.
I have not even bath yet , damn!

BUT
there is a surprise as i was mumbling all along the way home
when i push my cutie door, there is a set of comp appear on my table = =
sound non-sence right?
hahax that 's the life .
Plus i did my eng essay until midnight and i realized that i forgot to pass up today . what the..

my neat table ..won't last longer in these neat

before

after

Sick ~!!

2009-02-23T20:42:00.009+08:00

Monday monday monday~

Forgot to bring my locker key..but luckily i have some of my books in my drawer..wheex
NOT BAD HUH?
Well , today i din't getting better..even worse!
I found that Rachel was in the same situation with me
We had just caught a cold and she keep sneezing at the class but i keep tahan tahan and tahan.
My nose is now hurt rubbing by me .. eeuuww! That time people thought that i'm just finish crying .OMG~

5.00pm
I'm just reached home and waiting my mum for toasting me her home-made bread .
What she told me was " IT IS DELICIOUS !! ' = =
SO I waited her bread without realizing that it was time to go for tuition..
The bread i have been waiting for finally been eaten and i was late for my tuition.
I din't bath and straight away for stupid tuition. = =

7.00pm
Coming back and went to the doctor ...
There is no school FOR ME tomorrow ~!!
hahax..start planning the rancangan for tomorrow now.
wuu~!

Taking clothes ><

after bath ..my pyjamas~ ^^

aa ching arh~!
bluur la wei !

20 FEB

2009-02-19T18:59:00.002+08:00

still take pic although sakit gila ( =

20 FEb ( =

SAKIT GILA!!!

i'm half-dying for the whole day...
Eeuuwww...my dear friday~ also considered as stupid day!gosshhh..

12.00 pm
i have informed that i have to attend the tutiorial class for english!!

eeuuww. Plus i have to begged my mum for not letting me goin school tmr...

she don't even listen to me!!!

1.01pm
Finally get a reason to get back to my school

- smk kb

just to fetch my sister .

.i thought

i can enter that school without any block.

BUT .. my cutie sister have stood outside the school in the early..

Why will the situation be so preety huh ?

damnn it!!

2.55pm * about*
My hyperactive old friend - Miss Mun Kuen

asked me to transfer my seat to the front during chemistry tuition..

hahax i also don't know why i will show all that stupid face to her ...

especially this!! > =p

that guy pulak see the topic v talked...

he just keep his head left and right ..left and right..tak pening ke?

finally..i stopped him . sry i forgot wad ur name is.. ( =

6.50pm
aa han pulak din't sit near me..

let me not so syiok to stay at BC there.

anyway..i'm still enjoying sittinng at the behind..

at least i can put all my stuff along the seats! ^^

8.46pm
Chatting non-stop wif my boys boys ...

Quite a long time din't online already..

hahax guys u have bring joyous to my life again..Thanks yaa

ENJOYING MY LIFE~!!!

LESS HOMEWORK

NO BOOKS TO BE BRING HOME

NO FORMAL BINIFORM*

MORE RELAXINGG!!!!

AWESOME MAN~

My Philosophy

2009-02-13T23:00:00.000+08:00

Phew~It is such a long time didn't care about my blog.I'm back again!

Well the life now is not as easy as i thought at the beginning.
It's completely awesome!
I was wondering how come i can stay there for these 2 years .
If compare to the past , I think you guys won't be able to see me now.
Yet, life is more challenging right now..
my vocab,listening skills and other thingy should be improved asap,
although i always failed to do it.

Hmm..think back of last few years,
I have been tranfered to different school..
quite funny huh.
Those past thing just let it go..
there is no points keeping such many memories.
But I won't allowed some of them disappear from my mind
NOT EVER.

I know it seems cruel but that's the life

Somehow,
the result is not important anymore as long as we have enjoyed the process between it.
Right?

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Realised that i 'm still alone in the final.
Beautiful thing won't last forever.
Life is pessimism essentially..
so we have the responbility to find the joyancy in the pessimism.

So ..talk so much for what? = =
Conclusion : Live life to the fullness

Backward Looking

2009-02-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

NEW YEAR TIME~

) = HAVE TO SACRIFICE THE PIC THAT TAKE WITH FRENS

SRY YAA..NO CHOICE NOT ENOUGH TIME TO MOVE THEM TO COMP

WOOTS! SEEM LIKE VERY BUSY HUH.HMM...( =

EVERYONE BUSY CLEAR AWAY THE SMOKE

SCARED OF THE LION DANCE

He is very HIGHH~!!

POSING~

WHAT A NICE POSE

GOING GENTING IN AFTERNOON

GRANDCHIDREN

CUTE BOY~

KIDS ARE NOT ALLOWED

ADULTS ARE NOT ALLOWED ><

IGNORE THAT RIGHT ONE ^^

aaaa!

OHH..IT'S ME!

* KEEP MYSELF TO MYSELF*

- 14J BABE -

orientation

2009-01-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

2 more days to go..
wad can i say now?
ermm..
take care?
tmr going orientation...
feel like dying ~
goshh

year have been change to 09
and everything gotta change ..
new situation...TT
new frenz ...TT
new...ignore me*

life still go on like normal hell..grr~!!
it is all change..
i hate this!

-going to leave-

31 of DEC

2008-12-31T21:31:00.000+08:00

last day of 2008-
my feelings at this day?
-meaningful..
-grateful...
-regretful....
i have make a important decision today..
and this decision may seriously affect my future.....

31st of Dec..2.30 pm
a pupil studied in kb have finally decided what the way she wanted to go through..
and this truth cant be change anymore...

to my dearly frenz...thanks !
around dis year..
you have bring me happiness...
and accompany me ... whether i'm mad or ...
you(s) are friendly than i thought when i firstly entered dis skull..
thanks a lot...

liing phoned me juz nw..

i tried to closed her phone..

but i failed..

she cried in the phone..

and....

liing:

i did it...

i din cry in front of u...

i juz wan to show that ..

i hv chosen it..

and i dun wan myself to regret it again..

what for regret for a thing that u spoiled it by urself?

i have to face the truth..

anyway..

life still have to go on...

everyday it is us to decide whether we want to make it a happy day or a sad day..

so..

what for choosing a sad day....

'just live your life to the fullness'

treat urself well.

31st DEC 9.56PM WED

Busy Busy Busy

2008-12-30T12:01:00.001+08:00

this few week i have been shopping here shopping there ...
rushing for those girls stuff~
i even cant stay at home hugging my dearly pillow

until yesterday...
when v went time square...
sumthin happened...
a 35 years old gal kill herself....TT
she drop from 10th flr...n drop on the 3rd flr..inside the circle that many stall used to be there....
but the moz scary is...around the big circle...she juz drop beside where i was when i was taking the lift...
OMG...
my sis 's frenz saw clearly by his eye when the gal dropping....
i cant imagine what will happen when i saw it dropping....

but when v bac...i can c dat dead gal fr upper ground...
den i not dare to c her again...

If..

2008-12-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

how if i'm not longer belonging to here..?
please forgive me if something happened one day..
i cant predict what will be going on tomorrow..
all i have to do is..
appreciate what i have own now..
why do every "today" will become every "yesterday"?

keep on listening "hurt"

repeat repeat and repeat

2008-12-18T13:08:00.000+08:00

NO LONGER BELONGING TO HERE
*DAYS OF 100

12.35 am

2008-12-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

monday monday monday~
yiihaa~
the day i'm waiting finally arrive!
and now the time now is 12.35 am..
argghh~
excited ! happy ! goin crazy!
when there is a new day ..there is a new start ~
i totally believe it .

Birthday Next Year

2008-12-10T22:10:00.000+08:00

i know it is stupid saying about the buffday next year ..
but i really cant stop talking about it....
u noe wad
i'm going to celebrate my birthday next year at singapore
hahax..sound funny...
it is all because of my nephew...
he is going to organise his wedding~
wuu~wuu~
congratulation ~..lalatulation~
and at the same date!
14th of JUNE !
omg eeyer
i'm looking forward on that day!
whoox~

2008-11-29T23:22:00.000+08:00

finally...bac~
i have been at penang and cameron for about one week..~
1 week~
wuu..my week passed like that...

1st DAY
went penang..and nothing happened = =

2nd DAY
v ate dinner at abt 10 pm...it can be said was my supper..
and i got stomach pain that nite
gastric...

3rd DAY
prepared to go cameron...
but many people not feeling well
first is me and brother...
but..he finally cant tahan and vomit...when we are on the wy to the lunch
after hours on car..
we reached...but that time my coucsinn turn to vomit...
haizz...
i'm still okay although i nnot feeling well
but soon my sis turn = =
i'm proud of myself for..
...being so STRONG?okay...whatever.
that nite..my drink is only ginger juice..= =

4th DAY
today all going well..no storm or cyclone..><
but it had no water in every room!!
goshh
i had to walked to my cousin's there in a cool windy day
my sis,bro,mum and dad slept in their room...
my two tong jeh oso...sleep piggy
and me?
watching horror movie alone..
and that day was quite cooolll...the stupid wind keep blowing and made me crazy..~><
cai liong~
at nite...me n stupid fun took pic like crazy~
it's okay...it is normal..for us..

5th DAY
laz day...
we bought cactus on the half way home...
we have bought abt 15! = =
omg = =
then life goes on like normal..

2008-11-29T14:13:00.000+08:00

* ><

cant stop laughin' whenever saw it

* she tried to take her own pic...but she din realize me.

GOOD! i just wanna spoiled the pic

I DID IT!

* HAHAX..= =

stupid fun n me playing "turn capture"

now my turn to be captured

* like the situation!!!but damn lousy there..

LESS WATER!!

* They look like durian~

* what a 'NICE' POSE

* Penang Hill~

* where am i..0.o

-* AT TOY MUSEUM -

* DAI TAO POK~

hahax just like me

* i like it~PIGGY~

* = = weird smile~

* what am i doing? 0.o

* fun.. shen.. ME!! look at his pose..people used to open it..

but his...special one

* our..JIU PAI

- THE DAY WITHOUT LIGHT

...HAVE TO TAKE PIC UNDER LAMP = ="'-

* my side face = flat

* taking pic under the LAMP~!!

no choice, this is the brightest place..

* woots~

* I like the pose!!

2008-11-20T18:40:00.001+08:00

gosh~!!
caught a cold~

2008-11-20T18:05:00.000+08:00

i dont think i can c them at there sooo early..
woots!

yun chen..
yee yan..
edward..
janice..
sze yun..

omg..it's okay...
it quite normal to c them there..

especially ee ling ...i like ur hair style!!!
love euu all!!!!M's

2008-11-17T20:47:00.000+08:00

usshh~!!
monday grey again..
today's mood not so good..

u know why/?
dat tuition luu..
I HATE TUITION~!!

today went en.herman hse for tt..
but not with him k?
with his wife = =

when i m waiting my mum fetching me..
i saw...EN HERMAN coming back..= =
he was in the car..n i could hardly saw him..including his two sons..
he stooped beside me n...i think he was laughin..
lols..wad is that?= =
i could just only see his whhiteee teeth..

BUT
one of his sons when out of the car..
he told me.." apa ni pandang pandang~"
OMIGUD..
wad the hell is dat~!!
i have been a polite gal since x month ago..
i was stuuned dat time ...0.o
'WAD IS THAT? ISIT ANYTHIN HAPPENED?' i asked myself...hoos~!!

herman then asked me..
why are you here? i tot u come wrong place..''
= =
i only giggle stupidly at dat time..
what a day?!
dont let me meet dis kind of situation again..
NEVER

2008-11-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

today woke up quite late..
coz ytd watched the stupid football match..
tahan till 1.30am baru tidur..missed the chelsea n west brom dat meatch
HOOS~!!

when go downstair..my stupid fun fun was peeling ginkgo..*i used to called her dat*
she looks very..~ xxx dat is not her...
ignore her..
but her action attract me!!
i teman her peel after dat..

on d half way cooking..
v went out = =
when bac..
dat soup spoiled!!!
y?!!
bcoz of her la...!!
close the pot which dun hv hole at the top with fire on~!!!

luckily when i went home ..
my hse still there...

MY FUTURE

2008-11-14T21:44:00.000+08:00

yee ha~
finally..my 'beloved' sis is going to learn how to DRIVE~!!
i cant really imaginee hw my future would be..
as leng said...no more future] xx
this cant be happening~!!
i'm going to take her lift sooner~
omigod~
BUT
we will have MORE FREEDOMM , ANYWAY~

i still wanna to say that although it is bored to b heard * OTHERS EXCEPT ME..for me it is FRESHH~!!
GOD BLESS ME!!

2008-11-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

isit Dota really fun?
i think for boys..
it is fun..

but for girls..
IT IS NOT

NOV 12 9.56PM

2008-11-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

two days ...
two days..
TWO DAYS~!!!

cant stand you anymore~!!
can u please appear?

spiders

2008-11-12T21:51:00.000+08:00

i hate spider!!!
omg~today let me meet TWO BIG SPIDERS!!!
one..of coz killed by me...ngek ngek
another one...had escaped whn i'm tryin to xx it!!~TT
haiz..god bless it

spiders~eeyer~!!

2008-11-08T18:11:00.000+08:00

from now on..
i will remind myself not to online..
hope i can do it!!

u jump i jump..
u off i off too...
^^

this is me!!

2008-11-07T15:45:00.000+08:00

Liing capture it when i'm ...dunno laughin or talkin*
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yea..dat is me
miss hui ching..

2008-11-04T18:31:00.000+08:00

今天一回到家竟吓了一场大雨。。
下雨天
让我想起一首歌。。
南拳妈妈曾唱过一首歌。。
对。。名字就是“下雨天”
歌里的内容跟我现在的心情很像。。
可说是唱出了我心里的困恼

歌曲：下雨天
歌手：南拳妈妈
专辑：南搞小孩
作曲：张杰作词：张杰
下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我听雨滴期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些彻别接近还能多一些别说你会难过
别说你想改变被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫谁和我一样等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪一个人好累
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些彻别接近还能多一些别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨怎样的夜怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大天要多黑才能够有你的体贴其实
没有我你分不清那些彻别接近还能多一些别说你会难过
别说你想改变被爱的人不用道歉

2008-11-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

脑海里总是浮现出灰白色的画面。。
灰色已占据了我半个脑袋。。
再也容纳不下其他那五颜六色的画面。。
为何回忆总是那么伤人。。
灰色画面的浮现。。
那种滋味并不好受！！
突然发现我在三年二班已快要一年了
我知道怎样也不比他们那些相处了七八年的友谊好
但一年相处中怎样也会有些感情的。。
好不舍得！！

无聊!!

2008-10-31T11:29:00.000+08:00

又没去上课..
好不容易等到'亲爱'的妈出去了就打算上网看看..
一开..才那么几只小猫咪在网上..
不是忙就不在..我不喜欢看到这些!!
没办法..他们也不想的..原谅他们^^

人一旦没东西做很容易发霉的..
我决定要做些事情~!
做什么呢 >> 睡觉~

第一次七早八早起床了又跑去睡..
的确怪怪的...
没办法~><"'